My Life

I was thinking about our yearly beach trip and how much I love it, dread it, then love it again. I dread it bc I know someone will get on my nerves, I won't sleep well, they'll be drinking and then it'll get louder and louder, kids will fight, I'll spend money shopping and don't need to, I'll get pissed if someone eats my pop tarts, Kenley won't be there the entire week (never is and is the only one who isn't), I'll be in one of my moods that i can't seem to snap out of, and then it will all be over and it's time to go home!  And then.....I freaking miss it and hate myself for not enjoying it for what it it! And it is one of the greatest things we've ever done for each other and our kids! At least we get a group picture every year, and that says it all right there.

My boys are growing up

My unwillingness to give up!?